Just thoughts pouring all over the "paper"

 "The worlds anything but straight so lets not expect one to be orderly, fair and just. That was funny! So many right words in a single sentence is not easy to digest. "

A sweet apple bite I take while hundreds bitten before were sour

I taste the relief only after munching about 100 spices

In their eyes: 

How annoyingly lucky of hers to get a sweet apple on first try

Them: A single bite of chilly taken, overreacting as whole body were on fire 

How irritatingly blessed she is to get a taste of sweet honey on first try

May I help you? (she's carrying so much!)

Look at her, such a people pleaser

A ten year old kid asks for a seat on the public bus (demands as if it had his name engraved in it)

I can't give you the seat kid, I will be getting of on the next stop then you can have it 

Look at her, not an ounce of sympathy! So ill-mannered. She made the poor kid stand while she is sitting comfortably

I ignore the whispers (just got an knee operation and couldn't bear to stand long on a moving bus)

Let me help you down the stairs (an elder with moving problems)

Are you trying to be kind or pitying me for being disabled? I don't need any help, I am fine by myself.

Looses his footing and injures himself

So arrogant! That girl and her behaviour,  she let him fall and just watched by the side 

"As I am free and am human, I see effort and I see pain, I foresee the bad and the possibility of harm, I see the upcoming smile, relief and a sweet thank you that makes my day, I try to help. If these make me seem weak for people to walk all over me, to take for granted my kindness and the humility I show. I will hide them as my personality is such I can't be negative, be blunt or rude."

Ha...Haha....Curses to this "material" world and its "typical" people. Once is fine, could be a misunderstanding. Twice is ok, could be a bad coincidence but Thrice it is and more, if kindness begets ill and makes me weak and weaker then I will close myself, no useless meddling in others business and no ears to whispers hear.

Going on rambling, scribbling whatever, wandering from nowhere to somewhere, from somewhere to minds knows where, so lost, so complex, so difficult to understand myself.

By Kri

For Doves we called Crows

For Doves we called Crows

Drums, drums, drums and noise

A white cloth is nowhere to be seen

Swords, swords, swords and screams

A red cloth is wrapped around everyone

Silence, silence, silence and cries

The thread of death is lurking nearby

Crows, crows, crows and doves

Peace is miles and miles away

Drums, drums, drums and noise

A figure in veil is enjoying behind the curtain

Swords, swords, swords and screams

Voices are slowly vanishing being one with the wind

Silence, silence, silence and cries

A heavy shield scatters into pieces

Crows, crows, crows and doves

there´s finally a white cloth yet,

the red cloth doesn´t fade.

By Shi

My day

My day

Lights shine and the wind blows

I look at the sky and falls the rain

It hits my face, coldly brushing my cheeks

Mixed with my tears: salty waters

They soak my bare skin,

piercing through the fine fabric of my dress

The very first day of my long-awaited wedding

abandoned like an useless object in the street,

under the sky shared by all,

yet how is there no one to console me...

By Shi

Mi día. 

Brillan las luces y sopla el viento

Miró el cielo y empieza a llover

Me golpean la cara, fríamente me rozan las mejillas

Se mezclan con mis lágrimas: aguas saladas

Empapan mi piel desnuda

Atravesando el vestido de tela fina

Así fue mi primer día de boda

Abandonada como un objeto en la calle

bajo el cielo compartido por todos,

pero sin nadie que me console.

Por Shi

My Wish

 My Wish

The only wish I have sincerely

love and care about

I will always remember your smile,

sweet talks wherever you are.

My well-wisher, you were

I love you and will always

Still smiling for others,

I feel you do, as we are alike.

Farewell for now but we will come across again

preserving the same bond we have in the following life

In another, I would like to be your beloved one.

I do realize, I am a bit greedy

but to be with you is what I need

I hope you observe me every day from the sky.

Looking at my progress and my failures

Seeing to whom I transform slowly...

...till my last breath.

- Dearest, loveliest woman in the whole wide world, I remember your warmth while we hugged each other to sleep in a cosy bed on the balcony with the rain pouring mildly resounding melodically while falling through the tin ceiling. My small body clinging to you while floating in sweet dreams ignorant of the hard life you were leading. I was helpless, I was and am, your foolish child. How I miss your sweet and benevolent smile! What I wouldn't do to turn back time! -

By Shi

Life & Death

 Life & Death. 

"A sudden loss deeply saddens me and feels me with regret that I will be weighing on my shoulders till my last breath."

Gathering of my body and soul synchronically anew

Tears of separation with remembrances of prior life

Accumulation of agony throughout endless years

Escaping by a narrow slight of the tactless blade

Heart flames, minds explosion nobody could ever hear

"I am in profound grief. I am at a loss. I can´t bear to recall yet those painful memories never give up on leaving me. I am hurt, not a wound at sight but I am telling you I am hurt."

Fate is to be destined journey beyond our reach

Sudden fall without a peace of hope, no rescue all along at all

Unexpected end of the mortal body; being buried

A union from what you gain life and finally where you arrive after dying

The earth is the one waiting for us to leave the sorrow and darkness of inside

"I was mute, deaf and blind. What was blinding me from seeing what was right in front of my eyes. Oh, on my foolish name, I regret so much not having sooner realized."

Soul is immortal, forever it will live

Life & Death only gives us the question mark

"Hypocritical of me, says the soul is immortal. It is just an wild assumption by a foolish mind to console a little, a little effort to try freeing oneself."

By Kri